A Severed Head

TIM MILLER’s latest book of poetry, Time and the River: From Columbine to the Invention of Fire, was just published by S4N Books. His poetry has appeared in CrannógSouthwordLondongripForgotten Ground Regained, and others across the US and UK. He is online at wordandsilence.com and can be heard on the poetry podcast Human Voices Wake Us.

The Great Year takes place a few centuries from now as a handful of people journey from eastern Europe to Iceland after the world has been decimated by war and environmental collapse. As they go, and in the manner of a post-apocalyptic Canterbury Tales, the survivors take turns telling stories. One of these survivors is a severed and magically-preserved head named John who occasionally recites poetry of his own. His first two songs are gnomic and ecstatic and don’t need any context.  The third narrates how he met another survivor, a man named Smith (also his occupation). The fourth song, coming near the end of the book, describes John’s affection for his friends that he has traveled with for so long. 

A Severed Head’s First Song

See what my eyes see –

   why do I need a body?

I see a man’s head

   placed in a hazel tree

and the poisoned blood it drips

   rips the tree in three –

why do I need a body?


I see a saint beheaded

   and watch milk instead of blood

flow with white ferocity –

   why do I need a body?


I see a warrior

   fishing for the serpent

that surrounds the world,

   and the line that he unfurled

(this tendency is innate)

is hooked with an ox’s head for bait –

   what high comedy! –

why do I need a body?


I see a mother in her ecstasy  

   mistake her son for a lion

and tear him completely apart:

   and with her mind utterly beyond

she put his head on a thyrsus wand

   for the sake of deepest Mystery –

why do I need a body?


I have ridden with the cavalry

   I have participated in atrocity

I have clogged the flesh-clogged axletree

   with the debris of my enemy,

and I have offloaded it all

   into the waters and soured the sea –

why do I need a body?


I have seen heads on platters

   and heads in pictures

painted in plaster upon the wall:

   they have been called omens and prodigies

and their poetry is a poverty,

   a malady and endless litany,

damned without a body

   to only see and see and see –

why do I need a body?


I have seen the great loom

   set up in the crowded room

and I saw the loom get going –

   and the weights on that loom

that were in the great room

   were the heads of women and men,

and mine was among them.

   There are only visions,

endless echo and revelation,

   and I cannot flee –

why do I need a body?

A Severed Head’s Second Song

I dreamt of two reeds growing

   two stalks blowing

that I wanted to keep from harm –

   but a strong arm

tore them from the ground

   and from their roots I found

that blood would not stop dripping,

   even when they were put on a plate –

and I was told to eat and celebrate.


I dreamt that two hawks flew from my hand

   and finding no food they flew to the land

of Hel to ask for meat from the dead –

   but somehow a table was spread

and I ate those hawks’ hearts dipped in honey,

   blood and bee’s treasure an awful money.


I dreamt of a ring wrapped in wolf’s hair

   and when I wore it I was well,

because I went home, home to Hel,

   where the graves open and the dripping dead tell

what has not happened yet –

   the god in the net, the lover not met,

the grudge and blood born of debt –

   Hel an ink-well where the ink is mead

and where all need has died, and the need for greed,

   only strong drink and the Book to read.


I dreamt of an old woman –

   but don’t we all –

and she said to burn the chickweed

   growing round the hall.

And the old woman pestered me

   all summer long

saying the hall would burn with it,

   an awful double song.

I didn’t listen to the old woman –

   but none of us ever do –

and when the grey horses came

   the man stopped there and threw

flames everywhere and all:

   and he lit it first in that weed

until the hall was gone

   and its ashes like black seed.

A Severed Head’s Third Song

It was me,

   like a nest of bees

covered in a hood –

   and suddenly this blasphemy

revealed on the table,

   preserved and wrapped in rosemary


My head

   of soliloquy and sorcery and serenity

and my eyes

   for the first time on Smith –

what a myth

   what a tale and a story

to meet with this tapestry

   this effigy of centuries

this mind of masonry


I was only a trick

   to that old soothsayer

and he only won me

   as some curiosity,

not for my ability, no,

   he wanted simplicity, not eternity,

not the ferocity and calamity,

   not the anxiety of true augury,


of seeing beyond, and far between

   of seeing beyond, and far beneath

not one season but them all

   not one shock but every fall

not one height but the constant climb

   not one word but every rhyme

not one season, not the one that’s near,

   but all of them, the great year


and I knew Smith would be with me

   each our own devotee

on land or on sea,

   and through cruelty and atrocity

through the litany of history

   through poverty and glad obscurity,

I knew he would take me with him

   and that’s why I asked to be given away

to be put on a platter, put on a tray,

   to be presented to this friend

whose heart I could perhaps mend,

   poetry and prophecy the cure

for the heartache that will not end,

   the two of us one strange tree

tending to our shared roots and mysteries.

A Severed Head’s Last Song

My head still holds

   its eyes of oak,

and these tired eyes

   have been my yoke

for much too long –


If I could stop –

   stop somewhere

with you four

   and live somewhere

and close the door,

   and put my tools aside –


my boat of words and my loom

   my knot of words

and the timbered room

   where each plank is a song

that only I can sing,

   words given flight

and songs given wings –

   How I would rather cling

to calm and love and rest

   I would rather snip the string

and feel our long calm blessed –


But then I see more melted gold

   then I see more mountains in flame

then I see the new become old

   and all the earth washed in smoke

and like a story told and retold

   in the voice of the multitude

every portent loosens its hold

   and every eye is ringed with flame

and the pillars of smoke topple down

   and the mountain is a torn gown

split down the middle and smoking

   and with every image, I drown.